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Brittni 2007-05-30T05:30:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:33739 2007-05-30T05:30:13Z 2007-05-30T05:30:13Z iron and wine LJ IS BACK IN ACTION! <br /><br />so whats everyone been up to? <br />kickin it? thats cool.<br /><br />i need a boyfriend still.<br />WHO CAN HOOK A GIRL UP!?!<br />...no but seriously.<br /><br /><br />...and find me a new job.<br /><br /><br />much appriciated.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><center>PLLLLEAAASSSEEE!!!<br><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v124/illblowmykisses69/05_12_07_2128.jpg" /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:33421 2006-11-23T09:04:39Z 2006-11-23T09:04:39Z things have definately been interesting lately<br />cant complain<br />but im worried at the moment<br />tomorrow is thanksgiving<br />iv found that im more thankful then i thought urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:33227 2006-09-19T20:28:02Z 2006-09-19T20:28:02Z the hush sound <cetner>we don't make mistakes we don't intend to make.<br /><img src="http://www.mkaz.com/photo/polaroid/sx70_02.jpg" /></cetner> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:32849 2006-06-10T23:23:24Z 2006-06-10T23:23:24Z I am writing this in my livejournal cause i know most of the oceanside/vista kids will read this.<br /><br />Alot of shit has been going on and i really dont want to have enemies. so truthfully im out to right my wrongs. and i know alot of the kids in oceanside and vista think im not the best person. and i dont blame them, i said things about things that it wasnt my place to say. and i acted on impulse, which im learning not to do. so the point of this is more so of an apology. you can accept it or not, but i do honestly mean it. some people i dont expect to even still be friends with. but or those of you i still have respect for, this is for you. <br /><br />...im learning, right? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:32697 2006-05-09T05:09:59Z 2006-05-09T05:09:59Z lydia its funny looking back on your livejournal and looking at all the things you did...all the STUPID things you did. and all the people you hung out with, that you either despise now, or just dont really talk to. its kinda a trip. just to see how iv grown over the years, and to see how much iv learned. and i thought i am still immature...but shit, thats nothing compared to just a few years ago. to think, i actually thought i knew who i was back in 9th grade, and thinking..."god, these people need to really get it together" haha but i was just as out there as the next person. and nobody really finds "who they are" they become content with who they are, they grow, they learn, and they live life to the fullest. <br /><br />recently tho, i feel like a 20 year old. i go to work everyday, and i do school work at starbucks...but have NO car, or license. i should really get on that...haha even though i keep thinking to myself, i really want a guy...its gettin lonely here in 'Brittni Land' but then again, everyone around me is falling apart, or getting fucked over. so ehh maybe its a bad time of year?! haha summer is coming up, everything will get better! <br /><br />I think i've finally realized who is really my friend, and really how lucky i am to have two best friends like Mosie and Michael. cause i know those are two that will last a lifetime. and hopefully i will have more to last me that long too. but really they are what have made me realize who i am and who i want to be. where was drinking and smoking getting me?...it was getting me to being as bad as my brother. and why would you want to follow in the footsteps of a failure? i always wanted to be like my older brother, and i do thank him for getting me into music, that is one thing that i wouldnt be without. but he has also brought me down with him, and i thank God everyday that i was strong enough to say NO and choose my own path. and i can see now that it was the right one, and it will get me far...<br /><br />I thank certain people for the life lesson they have taught me, without even knowing it. <br /><br />p.s. i got my bettie page bangs back!! woohoo! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:32345 2006-04-28T07:00:30Z 2006-04-28T07:00:30Z lydia this weekend is going to be soo much fun!<br /><br />friday, im not too sure about<br /><br />but saturday is full of seeing people, amazing people, and then going to an awesome show...<br />and going to pokez...iv missed it for 2 weeks. :( haha <br /><br />In Loving Memory of Julain;<br />i know i didnt know you very well<br />but you meant so much to people i love<br />and for that i thank you<br />and i couldnt help to cry over you leaving.<br />its not fair, and i hope to god you are in a <br />happier, beautiful place, watching over your friends<br />and family. cause they will always be here, thinking about you<br />you will forever be loved in the hearts of many<br />and especially to those closest to you in Bukakke.<br />it was like a gang of brother, that got you through everything<br />and you held it all together. <br />you will be greatly missed, and forever loved.<br />Rest In Peace Sweetheart. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:32093 2006-03-18T08:18:32Z 2006-03-18T08:18:32Z acceptance that was taken way too far. seriously i didnt mean for everyone to get so defensive, even though it was stupid of me to think you wouldn't. thats human nature tho, right? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:31286 2006-01-05T21:05:43Z 2006-01-05T21:05:43Z HOODS me and mosie got our septums done :) <br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v124/illblowmykisses69/402203277_l.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> <br />hell yeah ! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:30216 2005-09-26T00:55:43Z 2005-09-26T00:55:43Z emery when people i love do stupid shit and i cant do anything about it.<br />they dont realize how much respect i lose for them. <br />but that wont change anything, only makes my desicions easier.<br />to be nothing like them. its sad that they have succumed to everything the world wants them to be. everything they shouldnt be. it only causes more choas, heartache, loss, frustration, etc. dont get me wrong, everyone messes up. even i do. more then once. but i learn from my mistakes. not embrace what you just got in trouble for. but i guess everyone is differnt. im not like everyone else. im not a drunk, stoner, slut, womenizer, perverted bastrard. even tho its sad that more people are then not. people need to realize what is important in life...love, family, God, and music. then again thats me. but thats all you really need. you dont need drugs and alcohol to fill the void in your life. it only hold you back from whatever there is out there for you and whatever God has planned in your life. i wish everyone would realize how short life is, and yeah you should take advantage of it, and live it to the fullest, but not by getting fucked up and forgeting. but to live your life for something that is of worth is go much greater and more privelaging then to live for shit. i have recently been dealing with loved ones going through trials in life. and to get through those you need to keep your head high, think of yourself as better then whatever if trying to bring you down, and stay close to those who care most. that will get you through anything. if you really loved, it would pull you through, you dont need hate or jealousy. everyone needs someone to love. thankfully i have that, and i know it, and im more greatful for it then others. but its sad that some people just cant see the love that is right in front of them. once you see it. that will over power anything that is pulling you down. im not here to judge, or say your a piece of shit. but look at your life, is it even worth anything? are you even worth dieing for? id hope you are. but if not. check your shit. get ahold of yourself. keep your head up...and keep walking down the path to finding who you really are. cause i can bet most of you are still trying to find it. i know i stilll am. i dont know every little thing that makes me me. i know what things make me genuinely happy and right now. thats all i need. dont let people lose respect for you. cause its hard to earn back. if your even worth the respect. dont mess your life up kids make it worth something....or else it will come back and bite you in the ass! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:30076 2005-09-25T08:08:16Z 2005-09-25T08:08:16Z RAIN - XXX MOTHER FUCKERS i hung out with victoria and luke today.<br />luke is leaving for 6 months on tuesday so i tried to make a point to spend time with him :) im going to miss that kid alot.<br />then me and victoria went and the grandslam, triumph show.<br />they all did awsome.<br />i was just mainly glad i got to hang out with tristan. <br />everyone else can fuck off.<br /><br /><br />have a nice day DICK. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:29917 2005-09-23T21:15:28Z 2005-09-23T21:15:28Z vanessa carlton i have nothing to say...except...<br /><br />who wants to color with me in my little mermaaid coloring book?...i have enough crayons to go around.<br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:29667 2005-09-21T20:42:23Z 2005-09-21T20:42:23Z life or death me and eli are no longer together...its okay though. we are still good friends. :)<br /><br /><font size="+2">livejournal is NO fun.</font><br /><br />..........<br /><br />fuck it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:29315 2005-08-17T22:09:49Z 2005-08-17T22:09:49Z bury your dead story of my life :<br /><br />talking to my baby on the phone...<br />eating mini pizza's<br />eating chips and salsa<br />and dancing all over my house. <br /><br />my day has been pretty awsome so far....<br /><br />how about you? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:29109 2005-08-16T19:17:35Z 2005-08-16T19:17:35Z udjtdjgfzjutfjg yesterday was awsome.<br />spent it with michael lo lo megan and eli&lt;3<br />we did sooooo much driving. dang.<br />valley center is forever away. literally.<br />thats okay tho.<br />we went to eli house<br />hung out and went froadin in his golf cart<br />spent quality time singing to various magical bands. <br />then went and hung out with garrett, megan's boyye<br />everyone ganged up on megan at jack in the box. poor baby.<br />took garrett home, then megan. then i came home :)<br />haha my mom thought i was on drugs. (which i wasnt)<br />good times.<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:28714 2005-08-15T17:00:38Z 2005-08-15T17:00:38Z the format whos single?<br /><br /><br /><br /><font size="+3"> NOT ME!<br /><br /><br />&lt;3</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:28515 2005-08-13T19:50:03Z 2005-08-13T19:50:03Z Rilo Kiley sooo<br />my birthday was on wednesday<br />but i was in mexico<br />im going to have a little party soon<br />idk yet <br />but now im back<br />and im no longer grounded<br />so call meh<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:28240 2005-07-27T21:03:06Z 2005-07-27T21:03:06Z Mike Jones im grounded.<br />no computer.<br />no friends.<br />no life.<br />dont bother asking me to hang out.<br />later kids. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:28157 2005-07-19T01:53:12Z 2005-07-19T01:53:12Z comeback kid today was awsome. <br />michael suprised me and came over.<br />then took me out to lunch.<br />he got his car washed.<br />i froliched and played with bubbles! hehe<br />then went to the mall and hung out with matt and chris. <br />at hot topic....where else??<br />then came home.<br /><br />haha i love michael. hes awsome. good things hes my best friend!!! hahaha<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:27785 2005-07-10T06:27:44Z 2005-07-10T06:27:44Z hollaback. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:27428 2005-07-07T23:48:31Z 2005-07-07T23:48:31Z hollywood undead im home for the first time in like 5 days? or something like that.<br /><br />hollaback. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:27169 2005-07-05T23:07:28Z 2005-07-05T23:07:28Z fall out boy yesterday was loong..<br /><br />this is how my 4th of july went....<br />woke up and went to albert tacos with lo lo, michael, and sophie<br />then went to amy's and chilled there for a while.<br />then went to brengle, where we met up with steve, rocky, lisha, rachel, alyson, sarah, richard. etc.<br />and yeah michael got busted by the cops! sucks, but oh well! haha <br />then me and michael went to nora's...then back to amy's<br />chilled there with mo, tay, tucker, timmy, and nora.<br />then went to my friends matt's house out in san marcos, where he bought my friends some alcohol.<br />then went and saw cody and dane...and his drunk friend justin, and some other people. haha it was funny.<br />then just drove around, took people home, and went back to nora's. but we were all so tired, they didnt even wanna drink anymore. <br /><br />so it was okay i guess...but yeah...<br /><br />i love all the people i hun gout with...they are awsome.<br />too bad i was in a weird mood...and i was all quiet. haha <br /><br />ghreykg hfdoghfdkgfdhgtrng,fhgofdg urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:26973 2005-06-24T04:48:26Z 2005-06-24T04:48:26Z CHEL okay dude, im hanging out with Ian, Chel, Jordyn, Chris, Jose, and Joe....<br /><br />we absolutely rule :)<br /><br />mary-kate and ashley are the best twins EVER.<br />be jealous. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:26682 2005-06-14T20:36:13Z 2005-06-14T20:36:13Z rilo kiley i went to school today!!!!!!!!<br /><br />it was so much fun seeing people i missed<br />i think im going to go back tomarrow and party with all of them on the last day of school<br />it wil be fun :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:26601 2005-06-14T08:04:27Z 2005-06-14T08:04:27Z lil jon hung out with my love tank sas today&lt;3<br />then steve and lisha came over<br />they left and came back with lo lo<br />and andrew came over<br />then me andrew and gabe left <br />went to a parking lot, drank some yagers<br />and met up at steves again<br />went and got ice cream, actually i just ate everyone elses<br />went back to my house for tacooooos<br />passed out on my trampoline<br />and then woke up in a horrible mood<br />then i listened to my crunk juice<br />s'all good! haha <br />oh and professed my love for nick<br />haha i think i scare him<br /><br />good day yesssss urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enemy02:26156 2005-06-03T21:39:51Z 2005-06-03T21:39:51Z blink 182 yesterday consisted of me doing michaels hair<br />going out to esondido to see katrina! :) shes so cute<br />then went to jack in the box<br />then went to victorias house<br />listened to aloooottt of rap.<br />i took half of her wardrobe....it rules &lt;3<br />then we went and visited rachel and lisha...i love those girls, we need to hang out more.<br />her mom called us emo :(<br />haha then back to my houseeee<br /><br />tonight will hopefully be just as fun :)