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[May. 29th, 2007|10:24 pm] |
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| | iron and wine | ] |
LJ IS BACK IN ACTION!
so whats everyone been up to?
kickin it? thats cool.
i need a boyfriend still.
WHO CAN HOOK A GIRL UP!?!
...no but seriously.
...and find me a new job.
much appriciated.
PLLLLEAAASSSEEE!!!
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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|02:04 am] |
things have definately been interesting lately
cant complain
but im worried at the moment
tomorrow is thanksgiving
iv found that im more thankful then i thought |
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|01:24 pm] |
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| | the hush sound | ] |
we don't make mistakes we don't intend to make.
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|04:18 pm] |
I am writing this in my livejournal cause i know most of the oceanside/vista kids will read this.
Alot of shit has been going on and i really dont want to have enemies. so truthfully im out to right my wrongs. and i know alot of the kids in oceanside and vista think im not the best person. and i dont blame them, i said things about things that it wasnt my place to say. and i acted on impulse, which im learning not to do. so the point of this is more so of an apology. you can accept it or not, but i do honestly mean it. some people i dont expect to even still be friends with. but or those of you i still have respect for, this is for you.
...im learning, right? |
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[May. 8th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
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| | lydia | ] |
its funny looking back on your livejournal and looking at all the things you did...all the STUPID things you did. and all the people you hung out with, that you either despise now, or just dont really talk to. its kinda a trip. just to see how iv grown over the years, and to see how much iv learned. and i thought i am still immature...but shit, thats nothing compared to just a few years ago. to think, i actually thought i knew who i was back in 9th grade, and thinking..."god, these people need to really get it together" haha but i was just as out there as the next person. and nobody really finds "who they are" they become content with who they are, they grow, they learn, and they live life to the fullest.
recently tho, i feel like a 20 year old. i go to work everyday, and i do school work at starbucks...but have NO car, or license. i should really get on that...haha even though i keep thinking to myself, i really want a guy...its gettin lonely here in 'Brittni Land' but then again, everyone around me is falling apart, or getting fucked over. so ehh maybe its a bad time of year?! haha summer is coming up, everything will get better!
I think i've finally realized who is really my friend, and really how lucky i am to have two best friends like Mosie and Michael. cause i know those are two that will last a lifetime. and hopefully i will have more to last me that long too. but really they are what have made me realize who i am and who i want to be. where was drinking and smoking getting me?...it was getting me to being as bad as my brother. and why would you want to follow in the footsteps of a failure? i always wanted to be like my older brother, and i do thank him for getting me into music, that is one thing that i wouldnt be without. but he has also brought me down with him, and i thank God everyday that i was strong enough to say NO and choose my own path. and i can see now that it was the right one, and it will get me far...
I thank certain people for the life lesson they have taught me, without even knowing it.
p.s. i got my bettie page bangs back!! woohoo! |
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[Apr. 27th, 2006|11:53 pm] |
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| | lydia | ] |
this weekend is going to be soo much fun!
friday, im not too sure about
but saturday is full of seeing people, amazing people, and then going to an awesome show...
and going to pokez...iv missed it for 2 weeks. :( haha
In Loving Memory of Julain;
i know i didnt know you very well
but you meant so much to people i love
and for that i thank you
and i couldnt help to cry over you leaving.
its not fair, and i hope to god you are in a
happier, beautiful place, watching over your friends
and family. cause they will always be here, thinking about you
you will forever be loved in the hearts of many
and especially to those closest to you in Bukakke.
it was like a gang of brother, that got you through everything
and you held it all together.
you will be greatly missed, and forever loved.
Rest In Peace Sweetheart. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|12:13 am] |
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that was taken way too far. seriously i didnt mean for everyone to get so defensive, even though it was stupid of me to think you wouldn't. thats human nature tho, right? |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|12:56 pm] |
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| | HOODS | ] |
me and mosie got our septums done :)
hell yeah ! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|05:54 pm] |
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| | emery | ] |
when people i love do stupid shit and i cant do anything about it.
they dont realize how much respect i lose for them.
but that wont change anything, only makes my desicions easier.
to be nothing like them. its sad that they have succumed to everything the world wants them to be. everything they shouldnt be. it only causes more choas, heartache, loss, frustration, etc. dont get me wrong, everyone messes up. even i do. more then once. but i learn from my mistakes. not embrace what you just got in trouble for. but i guess everyone is differnt. im not like everyone else. im not a drunk, stoner, slut, womenizer, perverted bastrard. even tho its sad that more people are then not. people need to realize what is important in life...love, family, God, and music. then again thats me. but thats all you really need. you dont need drugs and alcohol to fill the void in your life. it only hold you back from whatever there is out there for you and whatever God has planned in your life. i wish everyone would realize how short life is, and yeah you should take advantage of it, and live it to the fullest, but not by getting fucked up and forgeting. but to live your life for something that is of worth is go much greater and more privelaging then to live for shit. i have recently been dealing with loved ones going through trials in life. and to get through those you need to keep your head high, think of yourself as better then whatever if trying to bring you down, and stay close to those who care most. that will get you through anything. if you really loved, it would pull you through, you dont need hate or jealousy. everyone needs someone to love. thankfully i have that, and i know it, and im more greatful for it then others. but its sad that some people just cant see the love that is right in front of them. once you see it. that will over power anything that is pulling you down. im not here to judge, or say your a piece of shit. but look at your life, is it even worth anything? are you even worth dieing for? id hope you are. but if not. check your shit. get ahold of yourself. keep your head up...and keep walking down the path to finding who you really are. cause i can bet most of you are still trying to find it. i know i stilll am. i dont know every little thing that makes me me. i know what things make me genuinely happy and right now. thats all i need. dont let people lose respect for you. cause its hard to earn back. if your even worth the respect. dont mess your life up kids make it worth something....or else it will come back and bite you in the ass! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|12:59 am] |
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| | RAIN - XXX MOTHER FUCKERS | ] |
i hung out with victoria and luke today.
luke is leaving for 6 months on tuesday so i tried to make a point to spend time with him :) im going to miss that kid alot.
then me and victoria went and the grandslam, triumph show.
they all did awsome.
i was just mainly glad i got to hang out with tristan.
everyone else can fuck off.
have a nice day DICK. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2005|02:12 pm] |
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i have nothing to say...except...
who wants to color with me in my little mermaaid coloring book?...i have enough crayons to go around.
:) |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|01:37 pm] |
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| | life or death | ] |
me and eli are no longer together...its okay though. we are still good friends. :)
livejournal is NO fun.
..........
fuck it. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2005|03:08 pm] |
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| | bury your dead | ] |
story of my life :
talking to my baby on the phone...
eating mini pizza's
eating chips and salsa
and dancing all over my house.
my day has been pretty awsome so far....
how about you? |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|12:12 pm] |
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| | udjtdjgfzjutfjg | ] |
yesterday was awsome.
spent it with michael lo lo megan and eli<3
we did sooooo much driving. dang.
valley center is forever away. literally.
thats okay tho.
we went to eli house
hung out and went froadin in his golf cart
spent quality time singing to various magical bands.
then went and hung out with garrett, megan's boyye
everyone ganged up on megan at jack in the box. poor baby.
took garrett home, then megan. then i came home :)
haha my mom thought i was on drugs. (which i wasnt)
good times.
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|09:59 am] |
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| | the format | ] |
whos single?
NOT ME!
<3 |
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[Aug. 13th, 2005|12:48 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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sooo
my birthday was on wednesday
but i was in mexico
im going to have a little party soon
idk yet
but now im back
and im no longer grounded
so call meh
<3 |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|02:01 pm] |
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im grounded.
no computer.
no friends.
no life.
dont bother asking me to hang out.
later kids. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2005|06:51 pm] |
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| | comeback kid | ] |
today was awsome.
michael suprised me and came over.
then took me out to lunch.
he got his car washed.
i froliched and played with bubbles! hehe
then went to the mall and hung out with matt and chris.
at hot topic....where else??
then came home.
haha i love michael. hes awsome. good things hes my best friend!!! hahaha
<3 |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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| | hollywood undead | ] |
im home for the first time in like 5 days? or something like that.
hollaback. |
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